My emotions are going haywire, and I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what to do when my life is spinning out of control and I can't stop it. Feelings are stacked upon feelings, love is recieved but not felt. Not given. I feel empty, alone, like nothing could ever save me again. And I don't think anyone could. One more year, one more then I am out of High School and off to college. Maybe it will be a lot easier to make friends. Maybe not. I don't know. But I feel alone in a world full of people.